there is a terribly feeling that i get where i don't think i'm able to accomplish anything... sometimes i don't know if I'll even be able to buy a home or get a job that i actually love... i dont want to be a bum. i want to be successful, but i also don't want to lose myself.

in another life, I think i d want to work for the Mafia because I d fit the vibe really well and punishing people for their bad deeds is prob really satisfying. it sounds psychopathic and it prob is but we need more regulation/re education to make the world whole again and less crimes/sadness

i love cats i love cats

I'm a school teacher and alcoholic,

i love this project

In this woirld, there is nothing ththan I want more than to be loved.

I lost my virginity to a prostitute

I had a fight with my dad. A very big one. That day when I was sitting in his car and hoping if my life could be easier and if some of my family members never existed in my life that would be great too. And the next day, he died.

i don't want a job, i want to do my own thing, which seems easier than getting a job, but still feels impossible

I'm pretending to have my life together but in reality i have no idea what i'm doing, or if its even the right thing to do.